Work...

Hard job... 12 hour shifts with short breaks in between..... fun anyways... thought it was hard in the beginnning, but seems like its not that hard...

ballgames.. we keep getting our a** kicked...
but hey its still fun.. but maybe i ll finally call it a day after this year, who knows...

studies.. still on break for another 7 weeks
finally have to get back to studying for my tests.... its comin fast

new gf... confusing..
sometimes happy, sometimes not...i might not be ready yet!?

family affairs
same old, same old
fighting... hidden emails with scary messages...

friends
out there... out there... losing them...as ive always been...sometimes i feel like if i was gone noone would notice except for maybe kai

ok thats it for now.... i guess i m not writing that much anymore... i dont know why... i think i ve been trying to block my feelings


ok g2g...