After a couple of weeks, not knowing what it is, I think today I finally figured out what has been bothering me and has caused my lack of motivation...

It is me not being needed anymore. Its a very uncommon feeling for me, because there were times, when I could tell up to 10 people that needed me around, right now the count is 0.
I dont know if I should be glad about it or should be sad.

The good thing is, this tells me my surroudings are all pretty happy and everything is going well and maybe I ve done a good job getting them to that point.
On the other hand. Maybe they never needed me or I ve done such a bad job that they dont rely on me anymore.

After all...I guess I should be happy and relieved, knowing that I cant do anything wrong right now and knowing that if I died today (not hoping I will) everyone around me would be alright =)
Thats really good. I m glad this is the case...

Its hard for me letting go of this responsibility though. Its a process, but maybe now is the time for me to change things up, to move on, because my job here seems done...