In 9 hours I will sit in a classroom with about 25 other people. I ll be staring at an indonesian test I ll have to pass. I started studying yesterday and right now I m at lection 13 out of 17, pretty good job, right? ;-)
Probably I ll fail anyways, but you know what, right now, I dont even care...
The problem is, I dont even know why.

I havent felt this lost in a while and yet I m not lost at all. Its not like I m sad or depressed or anything. I just feel lost, because when I wake up, there is nothing to do. There has always been something to do. Now, there is nothing...weird ej ;-)

I guess I ll use the time to travel around and maybe finally move out...
Knowing me... I will end up wasting the summer doing nothing... ;-)

anyways...back to studying...just another 9 hours ;-)