Reading someones mind.

I ve always considered myself being good at reading people, what they re thinking or how they feeling, but now I ve met this person who totally puzzles me, who I cant look into at all. I wonder why and I wonder if I ll ever be able to. I hope so.

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Comin back to people in my life and how everyone has a special meaning for me, not just necessarily my gf. Its funny how I have a special name for some of them and how I want them to know me with a different name. And then I also use different language for all those groups. And they all see a totally different person in me. Sometimes I wonder if I m an actor. Sometimes I wonder if I m such a good actor that I cant even divide reality and illusion myself and I feel like I m an actor all the time, makin me think, things are different then they actually are, but I guess in the end they are not.

I ve also learned to cherish nature. God, I cant even express how much that means to me. Sometimes I can just see a sunset and feel like the happiest person in the whole wide world. Man life is good after all, is it not? Yeah it is, damn good =)

I ve good everything I need. and thats all I can ask for.