"I dont need noone to tell me about heaven. I look at my daughter and I believe."

What about this...This is a quote from a good song (Live-Heaven).
This is not the point though. The point is people tellin me or others..The best feeling is to look at your kid and just be full of joy. I just cant imagine that right now... I wish I could...but the longer I live the longer I think I dont want a kid. I mean I actually really do. Sometimes I look at kids and just smile because they seem so happy, but then I see all the pain I ve gone through, all the worries and sorrows and I dont know if I want a kid going through this.
This world is sick nowadays (this doesnt have anything to do with the London explosions of today, because I think they are highly exaggerating - I mean of course its a bad thing, but how often has it happened before and noone really cared, how often does it happen in iraq and what do we hear about it)..

anyways...do you want your kid going through school,uni, work, all the teasing, mobbing, through all the injuries, divorces..dissapointed love...?

I was so sure I wanted a kid, now I dont know anymore, but well maybe I wont have a wife anyways so I shouldnt worry bout it yet ;-)