Ok, before I start out! Rollercoasters move way too fast! Point!

Losing trust in people really sucks, now I ve lost trust in 2 of the most important people in my life. Sucks. but whatever! Things that dont kill you, make you harder! I wonder why, but actually it doesnt bother me as much as I thought it would. I guess I ve grown pretty strong. Thank god, I m not such a whinner anymore...haha

Ok, what happened today? Got in a fight with my mom, went to work, gonna clean up and prepare a little something for the evening, cause my baby girl is gonna come. Yay ?!

Might not be able to blog in the next couple of days, because I ll be on a road trip. So I ll talk to all of you in a week!

sorry my blogs have been so boring... will be more fun once baseball season starts and summer and the bbq is set on fire ;-)

ok thats it for now!

"Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face" - Tamia (Smile)